Update x3.. or is it 4?

Heey everyone!

Hows it going. I really haven't been posting that much anymore, especially because i have work and what not.

~*~*~Update~*~*~*

My summers been alright so far. I'm dating this wonderful and very beautiful girl. Ive been working so I'm making my own money which makes me very happy.

I need a car very badly by the way. It would make mine and my girlfriends relationship much easier since she lives near my fathers house who lives about an hour away.

OHHH!!! I applied for college and what not a few weeks ago. I haven't heard back from any of the colleges i applyed to but im sure i will soon enough. I plan on pursuing a career in culinary!
I hope to own my own resutant one day. Im still debating if i want to be a pastry chef (because i absolutley utterly adore sweets) or be a gourmet chef.

Anyway, i best be off. I have alot of things to do.I will post soon :)

-Jonathan

Cant Think of a Title?'

I haven't posted anything in about a month, so i think its time that i do.

Anyway. Stuff that going on right now.. Not much. Ive graduated.. i have a job ((which isn't that bad actually)). I'm not used to blogging at home. I used to do all my blogging at school and since im not going to be there anytime soon , i guess home is the only place that i will be doing all my blogging.

Random thought: I want blood.

yeah.. i know im weird. Get over it xD

theres not much i can really say... so i guess i will just end this post now.
Until next time. Have a good one.

-Jonathan

Things On My Mind

Today is my final day of school. Well... Tuesday was my final day, today is my final exam before graduation. So... yeah. Im done high school. I honestly didnt think i would actually finish high school. I didnt think i would actually live this long to be brutally honest. I actually thought i was going to die when i was 16. I dont know why i thought that. I just had that concept in my mind for the longest time.

My exam is a Math exam. I really didnt study for it. I really cant study for math. I had an english exam yesterday and it went well. I barley studied for that exam also. I only left two blank spaces because i didnt know the corrent answers. I tried to guess buty my mind came up blank.

Enough about exams because its making me upset... upset at the fact that its the last time i will be in high school. Err... uhmm, im the type of person who needs an answer when i dont understand something. Thats a good thing... right? Well.. not to some people. Some people think that i dont have the right of speech. Im never rude when i have an argument with people ((or i try not to be)), but every human has rights and i think everyone should respect other people and what they have to say. I really hate the term "because i said so". It doesnt work with me. We live in a somewhat just world. Theres just so much i could say about this, but i really dont want to type that much.

Maybe its about time that i end this post. Yeah.. i think im going to end it here.

-Jonny

~*~ Free Your Mind ~*~
~*~ Free Yourself ~*~

Long Time No Talk

Hello to the zero people who read this. I always wonder if people are reading this. Ive said it before.. so again I say, that im just doing this for me and no one else.

Hmm, i havent posted in a long time. Not much has gone on in my life since the last time i posted something. My girlfriend and I broke up ((although im sort of seeing someone else anyway)). I have my G2 now, which is good. I failed the first time, but luckily i passed the second time :)

Random thought: Has anyone ever tried human blood?

It tastes pretty good, but ill save the whole story for another post.

What else? OH! Schools almost done. This week is my last full week of school, then next week i have about 2 full days.. then exams. Then I graduate... holy!! Im graduating! I sort of have mixed feelings about the whole graduating thing. Like... im happy to be done school ((until January.. then its off to college)).. but i mean like... its gunna be the last time im in high school.

Everyone is leaving and going their ways. Im not one to handle change very well. I guess this change can be good. Hopefully my life will be more exciting... rather than the quite pathetic life i have right now.

I'd really like to go for a drive right about now. I have no car... nor a job. OH! I had a job, i got fired after 2 days because i told the suvervisor i didnt really like the job ((in my defence, i didnt know he was the superviosr)). My parents got REALLY mad at me. Which is understandable. I should have just shut my mouth. Oh well... whats done is done. It will be a good learning experience.

I tend to think that im always doing something wrong latley. I cant seem to please anyone... even myself. This post has gone on long enough i suppose.

-Jonathan

So, That Was Embarrassing

da blahh blahh blahh

thats my new saying... for just about anything. I havent made a blog in a couple of days and something happened today that i just feel like i want to share.

So, i was on the computer just talking and i was sitting weird and it was very uncomfortable for my "area" down there. Noone was around so i stuck my hand in my pants to fix it. All of a sudden, my cousin comes downstairs and gives me a weird look.

So im like GAH, i was just fixing something. Dont get the wrong idea xD

Funny funny stuff people. Anyways, thats all i wanted to say!

-Jonny

How Did I Get Here?

Why hello again.

I really dont know what to say other than the fact that i dont know what happened between 11pm - 1am last night. I woke up.. and i dont know how i got in my bed.. how my tv was still on ((since i dont sleep with my tv on)), now my window was open and how i changed into shorts and a t-shirt.

It was really weird. Everything just seemed... not real. It was weird... but i liked it. I liked the whole mystery behind it. I was in the washroom brushing my teeth and i was wondering if i had been abducted by aliens. Although I believe that there is a much more sophisticated race of creatures among us, I highly doubt that I was abducted. Mind you, it would be pretty interesting.

I really dont know what else to write. Nothing new notr interesting is happening in my life. I guess i will end this blog here.

-Jonny

So Unfair

Hello again to the people who read this ((no one -.-))

I really don't mind that people don't read my blog. There's nothing special about it. I don't have much to offer except a gateway into my world... which is VERY boring.

Anyway, Not much has happened since my last post. I failed my G2, although that's fine i guess. I'm going again in about 2 weeks so that's cool i guess. Uhmm.. i also got a job... and after 2 days i got fired. I accidentally told the supervisor ((whom i didn't know was the supervisor)) that i didn't like my job. It was true though. I hated my job. Just being there made me miserable.. and i think they tricked me into semi quitting. The supervisor came up to me multiple times and told me that I could leave anytime I wanted and there would be no hard feelings and what not. Then he told the owner and the owner fired me... but he let me down easy. He even told me to use him as a reference.

Now my parents are treating me like crap. They are "disappointed" in me. That's even worse than being mad -.-

They even limited my computer time from 5 - 10.. which is not making me happy. They claim that the reason why i didn't get a job in the first place.. was because I spend too much time on the computer and when I get home... I sleep. Mind you... that's what THEY think. They have NO idea what I do on a day-to-day bases. First of all, I don't spend all my time on the computer. I work out, go running, draw, read, watch TV, meditate, etc. I say about 35% of my time... is actually spent on the computer. Besides, the ONLY reason why I go on the computer is so i can see if people want to hang out. Oh.. and to make YouTube videos.

They didn't even take my side into consideration. They are so bias and one sides.

Anyway, I'm done talking about all that. Needless to say, I'm trying to find a new job and hopefully i get one soon.

-Jonny

Thinking... Always Thinking

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Moooonnnnn Rivveeerrrr.... Clap your hands if you BELIVE!! haha

Not much i can really say today. Im actually thinking of blogging every day rather than.. whenever i feel like it. Seeing as noone actually reades this yet.. i dont see the point in blogging everday. Theres nothing exciting about my life xD

hmmm.. oh btw, i get my g2 in 2 days. Im really excited :)

-Jonny

Oh hyperness-ness && Weird Dreams

Hello interweb land.

Hows it going!? Im very happy and very hyper at the moment. Its really great. Im actually being very nice to everyone today xD

so, i had a weird dream where i was working at this chocolate place and i was organizing some chocolate. I opened this chocolate bar and the bar looked like a tetris game. WTF!

Then i was on this bus and apperently we were headed to this forest with an open part to it. It looked like a rave of some sort. I just chilled up on this hill with my friend and he told me that hitler was in the forest recruiting people for his new army. Then i woke up?

It was really weird. I cant even explain it. I dont even know HOW to explain it.. even if i could.

Im just really happy right now and no one could ruin this xD

-Jonny

Heey... Guess What? Its Fridaay!!!

Hello world, Today is Friday!

I love fridays, did you know that? Its the end of a week and then the weekend.

so, i woke up in a really good mood this morining. I dont know why? I was just happy. I like it. I rarely wake up happy. Hell... im rarely happy anyway.

Some people say that i bring a mood down in a group sometimes. Other times im so hyper and happy that i will do something stupid and not have any regets.

Its great.

So, i dont really have any plans for the weekend other than hanging out with my girlfriend, which is always fun :)

Mind you, shes on call at her work so she may have to leave if they call her in.

There really not much else i can say. So whoever actually reads my blog (highly doubt anyone does) i just wana say have a good weekend.

-Jonny

I Don't Like People

I havent gotten much sleep latley. I dont know why really. Maybe im going to bed too late. Oh well. I will survive. Or... maybe im missing something. Something much bigger that hasnt lit up that brain of mine. Whatever it is, i just want to get some more sleep.

Ive been having some weird dreams latley. i dont really remember much of them. Maybe thats a good thing. They were dreams of death latley. Death and violence. Meh, im sure they will pass.

So, the reason why im doing this blog is because something happened a couple days ago. Im in a school group and im a quiet one. They tell me i dont voice my opinion (thats because i usually like what they come up with), but when i actually do say something, they just ignore me and dont acknowledge what i say. If they dont like what i have to say, they could just say "Yeah, that wont work".

Thats not the case with them. They just ignore me and im just sitting there looking like an idiot. Man, does that ever piss me off. There are many things that piss me off you know, but the thing that gets me off the most is when im being ignored. Thats just plain rude and disrespectful. I treat everyone i meet with respect and im ALWAYS nice to everyone, yet people just seem to be rude to me.

I know that there will be rude people everywhere but jeeze. Sometimes i wonder if they are as mature as they claim to be.

- Jonny

Oh The Happiness!

ah, i feel like im filled with energy! I went to bed around 1am. I was felling somewhat good. I kept on waking up in the middle of the night. I dont remember how many times i woke up but im pretty sure it was quite a bit. I dont know why i was waking up so much, maybe there was something subconsciously or maybe i was excited about something.

Anyway, i woke up again around 6:30am and decided to stay awake. I had an apple and i went for a run. It was so nice outside, it felt nice to be out. So, i came home, ate something small again and had a nice shower. It took me awhile to actually get INTO the shower, seeing as I has just been on a run. I didnt want to walk, i just wanted to relax.

After my shower, i took my time doing my hair and making myself smell nice for the day and by the time i was done, i still had 5 minutes to spare so i just watched alittle TV before i went to catch my bus.

When i got to school, i had a nice Chocolate milk (which i bought with the toonie i found in my pocket, i dont know how it got there) and it made me feel happy and really hyper. I was singing in my math class. It was great. Now im here typing this. Mind you... i dont think anyone is going to read this. If anyone is reading this and you find my randomness interesting, tell people about my blog please :)

Now im off to do school... related.. things xD oh joy!

-Jonny

An Update.

Gah, at school again. Im pretty bored. I have a unit test and a assignment due in english today. If i fail those, then i fail the class. Im sitting a 62 as it is, so those two things have a big weight factor when it comes to marks.

Im also buying my prom tickets today. I still have a little dilemma. I need a table to sit in. Im trying to get people together for a table of 8. So far. my luck is very slim. I found one guy who maybe going, but i think he has doubts.

Anyway. Im gunna get off this. I have things to do.. people to talk to. Not really.

Yeah.. isnt my life fun

Feeling Lost

Yeep, so here i am again. At school. Im realy bored and also its almost like i dont know where i am right now. It feels like im having an "out-of-body-experience". Everything just feels so fake to me right now. Even me typing this seems fake.

oh, i had a dream last night. It was really weird. I made a song... but the song made people kill other people. There was this one guy who lived near me, he overheard me playing the song && started to kill my neighbours. Then people were chasing me because i was the cause of all the killings. Then they caught me.. and i was convicted under Austrailian Law... mind you... i live in Canada!

I woke up and the house was really quiet. I really thought that there was a serial killer in my house. I was thinking of getting my katanas out and be ready for some epic battle. Then my step father came upstairs and I was all good.

Even though i had all these experiences... today just feels so fake. Oh what am i to do.

No Pain, No Gain

Ha, so I went to get my wisdom tooth out two days ago. I've looked up the precedure so I wasnt that freaked. They froze the one half of my mouth ((3 times!)) and just yanked that tooth. I would have to say that the only pain that I felt was the needle. Other than that, the actual extraction of the tooth was painless.

So, I get home. My mouth is still very numb. I changed my gauze and I went to sleep. I woke up about 4 hours later, finding out that that my bed had red spots. I went to the washroom and found that half my face was covered in blood. I drolled while I was sleeping and I was drolling blood.

Then, I spent the rest of the night playing a computer game until 4:30 in the morning. Yeah... fun?

- Jonny

I'm About To Snap

I dont know if my sudden mood is from last night ((see blog before this one)), but i dont like it. I literally feel like im going to stab someone in the eye just from saying hi to me. I dont know why im like this. I just woke up like this. This is the first time i can actually say that ive actually woken angry. Im just sick of everything at the moment.

I also feel alone... i have family and "friends" and my lovley girlfriend but thats not enough. Maybe im being selfish? i dont know. I just feel like i havent done much in my life. Maybe thats why im angry... but im young.

I just want things to change.

I Really.. Dont Know

I've just realized that there is about 3 more months of school left. So... there's 3 more months of my high school life left, and seriously... I'm a little upset. I thought i would have done so much more with my life so far.

I look at all of my "friends" and sometimes wish that i had their lives. My life would be so more more interesting. Right now, as it stands... im not fond with my life. Yes, i have an awesome girlfriend who makes me really happy, but other than that, my life is dull.

There are so many things i want to do and so many problems that go along with them. Most of my problems would be solved if i just get a job. Seriously though, its hard getting a job where i am. Im trying hard but yet.. nothing. So until i get a job... i get no respect.

hmm. Time for bed... not like ill be able to sleep now.

Bad Timing

So, i was supposed to get my wisdom tooth out about 3 days ago. Little did i know, i was going to get food posioning the night before my appointment. I spent the next day puking my guts out (along with some of the antibiotic i had to take).

Now, i have to wait another week until i get this tooth out of my mouth (which cut ito my gum, so now i have a hole in my gum)
Hopefully, the same thing doesnt happen next week.

Talk about bad timing -.-

Sitting Around

So, here i am again... at school. Im pretty bored right now. March break just passed and i knew it wasnt going to be good. I was right. Its not the fact that bad things happened. It was just the fact that it was very boring. I am now thinking that i need to do some rearranging in the friend department. Its funny how you are friends at school and you hang out every day and its even the same group of people. Then when you get home, its like you dont exist? Yeah.. welcome to my life, thanks guys -.-

Anyway, back to march break. The first couple of days were fine. I spent time with my girlfriend. She is awesome and makes me happy. When she had to work i spent time alone in my room. This is when i log on to msn or facebook and i ask my so called "friends" if they want to hang out. I didnt find it weird when noone responded. This is how it goes all the time.

Enough about that really. Im just getting sick of it. So here i am now... Monday. Im in school... on my spare, doing nothing.

... fun

Weird Dream x2

So, heres another weird dream i had last night.

I was in this building. It was quite a big building. It looked quite old and looked like it had alot of history behind it. I was in some sort of library, but it was also some sort of supermarket? (Buy a book, get a bottle of 2L Coke for free?)). I was walking down an isle with soda... but it also had meats? So, im walking and all of a sudden Gordon Ramsey comes in and was all like "look at this peice of meat" and he grabs this chunk of meat and out of nowhere he grabs this knife and starts to slice it. Little did i know, the meat had holes inside which contained rolls of money.

So, here i am all like "wtf"? I was so confused. Then Gordon pulls out some sort of map. Where he got the map, i have no idea. Then he was like " We need to go there" and he pointed to some town ((i dont know the name of)). Then hes like "shh, someones coming" and some girl skips across the isle and im like wtf? Then, it goes to some ghetto place and there is this girl and she hears a voice and its talking about Obama. She listens and was like "I dont care about no Obama" then she runs off.

Then my dream goes to this other place where these two girls were waiting in a van waiting for their mother, who was talking to their grandmother or something. The grandmother was talking about how some man is going to take her kids and what not and the two girls in the car were just looking at each other like "what"?

It was so confusing. I really have no idea if that meant something or if it was just some random thing that my mind came up with.

What is Normal?

So... what is normal?

Well, the dictionary says that normal is "conforming to the standard or the common type" and i would just like to say that, what i read there... is a bunch of BULLSHIT. No one is normal.

Everyone is fucked. Everyone is weird. Anyone who says that they themselves is normal can just go die.. or go somewhere. They really don't understand. I guess its because they want to feel like they have NOTHING wrong with them, but in reality.. they have A LOT of things wrong with them.

You know.. some of the greatest minds belong to people with the label "crazy". I just don't understand people these days? Is being "weird" that bad?

X Hours Of Sleep

So i got about 3 hours of sleep last night ((so i think)) and i feel fine. I get that about every night. People on my class always say im crazy but quite frankly, i hate sleep. I hate eating, sleeping and going to the washroom. So mainly... i hate the 3 things a human needs to do. xD

Am i that fucked?

Tired

Woah, ive been getting barley any sleep for months. Mind you, its fine with me i suppose. I only get about 3-4 hours of sleep a night && I can function off of that. On the other hand, its catching up to me. Last night i went to bed at like 11 (something i havent done in MONTHS) It was a shock, i didnt want to go to bed, but my body was like "YEAHHH.. BEEDDDD!!!" Then i would cry inside && stab it.. but it just wouldnt die.

Yeah, i have no idea really xD

I had a really weird dream last night. It had something about cheese?
but ill leave that for another day.

Weird Dream?

kk, so I was in a bus with all these people I know. Mind you, none of them were the same age. You had people my age, people older, and people younger. So, apparently we were on our way to this rock museum ((yeah... i have no idea)).

All of a sudden, we go faster && faster && we soon realize that there isn't a bus driver && we are just going down the highway accelerating faster. The weird part was that I was the only one that reailized this until i tried to go to the front of the bus && everyone was looking at me && realized that I was heading to the drivers seat ((this bus had the same mechanism used by big ships to accelerate && slow down)) but actually i was just trying to slow the bus down. So I get to the front && everyones like "Holy Shit!!" && I see that there isnt anyway to step unless I drive the bus. So I started to drive it, and the weird part was that there wasnt any gas pedal or foot break.

Then 10 min later, they both appeared && i was like.. wow...

soo yeah.. then i woke up -.-

WTF!!!

Getting Sick?

omg.. i think i may be getting the stomach flu! I dont really get sick && right now is the WORST time to get it. I have to film for a school project && we have 2 more days to get ALOT more filmed && edited.

OMG.. i forgot about the editing. fml. Okaay, dont panis Jonathan.. just.. just.. i have no idea xD

Weird, But Fun Night

so, i really enjoy spending time with my family.Especially when they have other people over because then it gets interesting. We get into conversations about anything... and i mean ANYTHING lmaao xD

i just love it. I cant explain it really.. just.. yeah xD

ps. note to self... work on drivers video when i wake up lmaao

New to Blogging

Heey everyone!

My name is Jonathan Pereira && this is my very first blog. I know noone is looking at this but oh well. im still wondering how everything works in this place but im sure i will figure it all out.