Thinking... Always Thinking

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Moooonnnnn Rivveeerrrr.... Clap your hands if you BELIVE!! haha

Not much i can really say today. Im actually thinking of blogging every day rather than.. whenever i feel like it. Seeing as noone actually reades this yet.. i dont see the point in blogging everday. Theres nothing exciting about my life xD

hmmm.. oh btw, i get my g2 in 2 days. Im really excited :)

-Jonny

Oh hyperness-ness && Weird Dreams

Hello interweb land.

Hows it going!? Im very happy and very hyper at the moment. Its really great. Im actually being very nice to everyone today xD

so, i had a weird dream where i was working at this chocolate place and i was organizing some chocolate. I opened this chocolate bar and the bar looked like a tetris game. WTF!

Then i was on this bus and apperently we were headed to this forest with an open part to it. It looked like a rave of some sort. I just chilled up on this hill with my friend and he told me that hitler was in the forest recruiting people for his new army. Then i woke up?

It was really weird. I cant even explain it. I dont even know HOW to explain it.. even if i could.

Im just really happy right now and no one could ruin this xD

-Jonny

Heey... Guess What? Its Fridaay!!!

Hello world, Today is Friday!

I love fridays, did you know that? Its the end of a week and then the weekend.

so, i woke up in a really good mood this morining. I dont know why? I was just happy. I like it. I rarely wake up happy. Hell... im rarely happy anyway.

Some people say that i bring a mood down in a group sometimes. Other times im so hyper and happy that i will do something stupid and not have any regets.

Its great.

So, i dont really have any plans for the weekend other than hanging out with my girlfriend, which is always fun :)

Mind you, shes on call at her work so she may have to leave if they call her in.

There really not much else i can say. So whoever actually reads my blog (highly doubt anyone does) i just wana say have a good weekend.

-Jonny

I Don't Like People

I havent gotten much sleep latley. I dont know why really. Maybe im going to bed too late. Oh well. I will survive. Or... maybe im missing something. Something much bigger that hasnt lit up that brain of mine. Whatever it is, i just want to get some more sleep.

Ive been having some weird dreams latley. i dont really remember much of them. Maybe thats a good thing. They were dreams of death latley. Death and violence. Meh, im sure they will pass.

So, the reason why im doing this blog is because something happened a couple days ago. Im in a school group and im a quiet one. They tell me i dont voice my opinion (thats because i usually like what they come up with), but when i actually do say something, they just ignore me and dont acknowledge what i say. If they dont like what i have to say, they could just say "Yeah, that wont work".

Thats not the case with them. They just ignore me and im just sitting there looking like an idiot. Man, does that ever piss me off. There are many things that piss me off you know, but the thing that gets me off the most is when im being ignored. Thats just plain rude and disrespectful. I treat everyone i meet with respect and im ALWAYS nice to everyone, yet people just seem to be rude to me.

I know that there will be rude people everywhere but jeeze. Sometimes i wonder if they are as mature as they claim to be.

- Jonny

Oh The Happiness!

ah, i feel like im filled with energy! I went to bed around 1am. I was felling somewhat good. I kept on waking up in the middle of the night. I dont remember how many times i woke up but im pretty sure it was quite a bit. I dont know why i was waking up so much, maybe there was something subconsciously or maybe i was excited about something.

Anyway, i woke up again around 6:30am and decided to stay awake. I had an apple and i went for a run. It was so nice outside, it felt nice to be out. So, i came home, ate something small again and had a nice shower. It took me awhile to actually get INTO the shower, seeing as I has just been on a run. I didnt want to walk, i just wanted to relax.

After my shower, i took my time doing my hair and making myself smell nice for the day and by the time i was done, i still had 5 minutes to spare so i just watched alittle TV before i went to catch my bus.

When i got to school, i had a nice Chocolate milk (which i bought with the toonie i found in my pocket, i dont know how it got there) and it made me feel happy and really hyper. I was singing in my math class. It was great. Now im here typing this. Mind you... i dont think anyone is going to read this. If anyone is reading this and you find my randomness interesting, tell people about my blog please :)

Now im off to do school... related.. things xD oh joy!

-Jonny

An Update.

Gah, at school again. Im pretty bored. I have a unit test and a assignment due in english today. If i fail those, then i fail the class. Im sitting a 62 as it is, so those two things have a big weight factor when it comes to marks.

Im also buying my prom tickets today. I still have a little dilemma. I need a table to sit in. Im trying to get people together for a table of 8. So far. my luck is very slim. I found one guy who maybe going, but i think he has doubts.

Anyway. Im gunna get off this. I have things to do.. people to talk to. Not really.

Yeah.. isnt my life fun

Feeling Lost

Yeep, so here i am again. At school. Im realy bored and also its almost like i dont know where i am right now. It feels like im having an "out-of-body-experience". Everything just feels so fake to me right now. Even me typing this seems fake.

oh, i had a dream last night. It was really weird. I made a song... but the song made people kill other people. There was this one guy who lived near me, he overheard me playing the song && started to kill my neighbours. Then people were chasing me because i was the cause of all the killings. Then they caught me.. and i was convicted under Austrailian Law... mind you... i live in Canada!

I woke up and the house was really quiet. I really thought that there was a serial killer in my house. I was thinking of getting my katanas out and be ready for some epic battle. Then my step father came upstairs and I was all good.

Even though i had all these experiences... today just feels so fake. Oh what am i to do.

No Pain, No Gain

Ha, so I went to get my wisdom tooth out two days ago. I've looked up the precedure so I wasnt that freaked. They froze the one half of my mouth ((3 times!)) and just yanked that tooth. I would have to say that the only pain that I felt was the needle. Other than that, the actual extraction of the tooth was painless.

So, I get home. My mouth is still very numb. I changed my gauze and I went to sleep. I woke up about 4 hours later, finding out that that my bed had red spots. I went to the washroom and found that half my face was covered in blood. I drolled while I was sleeping and I was drolling blood.

Then, I spent the rest of the night playing a computer game until 4:30 in the morning. Yeah... fun?

- Jonny